“Your time is limited so don’t waste it living someone else’s life.”
– Steve Jobs
I was at the post office yesterday and had to listen to the post office clerk being almost rude to the very old, hard of hearing woman in front of me. Almost. She kept repeating questions that the sweet old woman didn’t quite understand and she’d say them with a really nasty edge to her tone, but then she’d pull herself back and soften up a bit. Next question and the answer would come out the same. It made me think of how important it is not to take almost anything personally, and not to care what others think of you. The reason is just what I was seeing at the post office….most people out there in the world are asleep. Meaning not conscious of their actions. I take almost nothing personally. Unless it’s something from a good friend or family member who I know is being awake in the moment they say something (because all of us say things unconsciously) I just instantly brush it off and go on my way. I am never, ever upset by a rude check out lady or someone yelling at me from their car because I didn’t take a left fast enough. Criticism, opinions….nope. Why bother? They have nothing to do with me. And it’s so important to get to that place because we can only live OUR lives, the lives we are here to live, if we know who WE are. If we spend all our time listening to other people’s opinions of us we loose the connection to our own selves and purposes. So it’s a double whammy really, the reasons we need to turn a deaf ear to pretty much everyone are, one, because we need only listen to our inner voice to really live our best lives. And also because most people are not talking to you, they are talking to themselves. How do we stop caring what others say or think of us? By understanding this point – by truly getting that what others are saying about us is almost never actually about us. Knowing that, why on earth would you care for a minute about those opinions?!
When the PO clerk says, “I told you already, it’s 20 cents more first class!” in a really rude tone to a deaf 90 year old woman, of course that’s not about the old woman. She has in no way earned that nastiness. It’s about the clerk. The poor clerk is empty. Walking around with her tank on empty all the time so she’s frustrated, angry, resentful all the time. This woman walked into it. The next slightly demanding person she encounters will get the same treatment, all day, every day. Kids, husband, everyone. It has NOTHING to do with any of the people she encounters. It only has to do with the clerk. Alone. And in fact my reaction to people like that is to not engage at all, but to give them a little love. Poor people, how awful to feel that upset 24/7. I try to smile and be kind and even give a little extra love if possible (the really nasty ones I just try to get my stamps and run), but the generally running on empty type people I encounter I try to give a little love fuel to in my passing encounters. When I see someone at a check out line, or wherever, getting riled up by one of these encounters I always feel surprised. Why they are bothering? Why they are letting something so not personal become personal. Don’t they realize they could be any person on the planet and the clerk would talk to them like that? Then they start answering back and getting nasty back. Stop the madness! (Unless it’s the opinion that you are gorgeous and wonderful in every way, I always listen to those opinions. Throw all this advice out the window when you come across those people :))
The only positive that can come of noticing how you feel when you come across an balloon popper type person is this – if negative opinions of you get you riled up, good. It’s a signal you need to heal something. It means whatever that person has said to you is something you believe about yourself. That is the only way in which it’s worth being affected by their words. If someone says to me, “You’re a really nasty person.” It rolls of my back in an instant. I know all the way through me I’m not a nasty person. No bells get rung inside me. But if someone says, “You’re irresponsible!” I feel a tiny twinge, a teeny clang of that bell because some small part of me believes my fun loving, non-planning, live by the seat of my pants personality is actually irresponsible. (In fact I see it as being a “big picture” person, that’s my preferred interpretation of myself :)). But my point is, if you do react to someone’s negative opinion of yourself – be glad. It’s letting you know an area you need to heal, a mis-belief about yourself and you can start to change that belief. But other than that healing, just start disregarding everyone’s opinions of yourself. They are not about you. They are about the person saying them, almost without exception. Things they hate about themselves. Dreams unlived that they now resent seeing take flight in someone else’s life. Who knows what. Who cares. They are not relevant to your life. All of this is true also about general opinions about you, from people you know, often from family members moreso than anyone. Most people in your life are probably not as bristly as the PO clerk, but in general most people’s thoughts about your life are the same, really just thoughts about themselves. So start now…take nothing personally! And listen to almost no advice! (see disclaimer below)
The once exception to this rule is that I do now think it’s ok, sometimes, very rarely but sometimes, to listen to beloved trusted friends/family. Those people, I suggest you do listen to, though still with a grain of salt as we are all wrapped in our own mists of issues most of the time. But I do wish I had heeded advice of a few trusted people when I was younger. I had some great adventures living my life not listening to anyone on earth, but those wise advisors could have saved me a few years of metaphoric train wrecks along the way. But even then, you can take that healthy advice and hold it up to your inner light. See how it feels when you check in with your own inner voice. Shine some self love on it and see what it looks like in that light. The main advisor you need to listen to is your inner voice. On a good day. On a self loving day. All other voices, opinions, and definitely snotty post office clerks should be greeted with a compassionate smile and instantly forgotten. And stay with the real business at hand – living your own best life!